End of Week 1

Phew that was exhausting! What can I say?  The people are lovely, the food is amazing and my desk is HUGE!!!!!  The view's pretty sweet too. 9th floor baby!

I'm going to bring my camera up to the 13th floor next week and get some nice twilight shots of the Aviva!  I'm super excited about that.  The god damn weather still SUCKS in Ireland so I reckon I'll just have to embrace it, get a plastic bag and hit up some watery areas to get rain drop shots.  

I think the hardest part if my first week was having to walk by his window everyday.  I didn't see him at all and I doubt he saw me but it's only a matter of time before that heart wrenching feeling in my chest comes back.  When we left TGIF on Friday (free office party on Fridays) I genuinely did not have the strength to collect my bike because there was no group of Googlers for me to hide in.  I was actually terrified.  My bike is still there and I'm also too scared to go collect it today!

In other news I've decided to avoid the pain of forcing my stupid parents to sit in the same room together at graduation and am instead going out for dinner afterwards with the girls!  So, if anyone needs an extra free ticket for granny, let me know!

They didn't find Stevie's body so I guess there's always a small glimmer of hope that he's still out there somewhere.  It' amazing how a broken relationship can destroy lives.  Stevie, me and him, my parents, so many of my friends... why do we do this to ourselves? Perhaps Brave New World & Big Brother had the right idea in that relationships are a waste of time.  It's gotten to the point where people are trying to set me up with their friends or my new colleagues (which is a MASSIVE no-no). If we calculate the amount of wasted hours of production we lose each year due to domestic fights & broken hearts, not wanting to ever ever ever go near another member of the opposite sex ever again because the last fucked me up so badly really is a justifiable excuse.  I really don't see the point anymore.  I have friends, a good job and if I get lonely I'll get a cat.  A black cat and I will name him Jiji.  Infact, when I buy my new apartment (yes buy - it's the time to buy!) I will get me said Jiji!

Right,  off to destroy my liver oncer more!  Ouch.